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Monday, July 31, 2006!
HELLOS.

physics lesson kept me awake the whole day. motion and forces.
i laughed until i wanna cry xD
I LOVE SIT BELTS AND FRICTION.
i'd really like to see mr chua slide actually, slide to mars, through the walls.HAHA

mr chua: I've experienced it before, as in almost met with a car crash. Actually it was my fault for not putting on the sit belt. It was on the same high way, the car almost crashed twice into the railings. Stupid taxi driver.


Chemistry test was a killer! A KILLER! its so darn difficult, i looked at the question and stared at it for like 3 minutes. i don't know the two stupid equations. cross my fingers, i don't want to fail this test.

AHH!! Wednesday is going to be rushing all around singapore. i'm not going to wear things that show my fats okay. pam, since you dont' mind, i'll be waiting for that bikini okay(:

I wanna watch NDP with someone, (wait long) like who would invite me go watch? haha.

Looking forward to this thursday a lot. training! whoo! okay, i realise i'm been getting into a LOT of trouble because i'm so scatter brain, i think i need someone to help me remember things(:

oh yea, the only thing that excites me the most is next next wednesday! oh mons, its going to rock all of us, i miss that swimming complex.

Hazel saw a plane flying pass sea sports carrying that huge Singapore flag and she ran up to take a picture of it as if she never seen it before, HAHA.

i realised that many people hates to study, maybe people wants to migrate to other countries, like my mum for example, she wants to migrate to Canada, Australia, Hong Kong, Japan. (many many more) she wants to like split herself into many many parts.

I just lost this chance to go orchard with kym and gushi, i remembered wrongly that my piano lesson was today, so i told them i'm not going anymore. Then on the bus, my teacher told me its tuesday. So i bet they are eating fried mars bars, going to Mango, Topshop, Zara..

This saturday is Pesta Sukan, good luck to me mans, hope i do just as per normal, i don't want to flop, else i'll die. Oh, i've got love notes for Valencia, Hazel and Seetoh.

Sunday, July 30, 2006!
hey hey.
things turned for the better on friday, everthing sort of changed.
we disected a sheep's heart during bio, it had a foul smell :S then i we took turns to cut the left and right side, nat almost fainted.HAHA it was quite fun pulling the tendons :D sick.

then we had chemistry lessons, we made PURE sodium chloride. first we did tritration, ms siti said that some of us were good(: yay! i thought we always were, okay i'm ego.
then my results was only 0.1 different from nat and we made salt! towards the end the flame was too big then the salt crystals started to pop out from the evaporating dish and we were all covered in salt (= i secretly brought some home, i put in in my pencil lead case.

thursday night was super funny.
sergin and i "played" with ee loon cause we carried her like anyhow then my mother punished us, made us stand at a corner for 10 minutes and study at the same time.
then she made my sis go take feather duster so sg said
sg: i know why mummy ask her go take feather duster
me: why?
sg: cause we both stand here collect dust.
OMG, HAHAHAHAHAHAA
then we got splited to stand one outside and one inside. comedy night

training yesterday wasn't enough, we transfered boat for pesta sukan and sailed down from changi club to sea sports. We reached there at 4 plus and had to stop, i wanna sail more luh.. we were playing as we unrig and all of us just went crazy :D hahaha, so funny la. val tricked so many people.
then val suggested a sleepover during national day's holidays! can't wait! at my house i think, hope they can make it, lets have barbeque, go swim and play water bombs. i'm like thinking so much already la
okay, chemistry test tmr, i hope there is no math test on wed. please! haha, i'm a happy person(:

Thursday, July 27, 2006!
I guess i'd have to start getting things going.

Else i'd just rot in a corner of my own, until the point where i cannot even pick myself up.

The person i was so pissed with, maybe she even thinks that i backstabbed her or something,
its just that i don't like to go around telling people that i don't like her or even ruin her impression on some other people.. I would rather write it down and try to forgive her. BUT. she is getting more and more fake, i don't know how she is like. Anyway, i'm not close to her at all and i don't have to vex over this so much.

I miss the sea ALOT. ALOT.
i can tell it all my troubles, when i fall into it, people cannot tell if i am crying, because sea water is salty just like my tears.

Thank you so much valencia for offering to teach me A math even though we don't see each other everyday, i know you care, thank you so much.

I miss writing letters to my friends, i got so carried off doing things that i forgot to let people know how much i care about them and how much they matter to me. Maybe thats why things are all going in the wrong way now.

Physics test is tomorrow, I havent studied about all the Thermal Physics. I don't want to fail..

Wednesday, July 26, 2006!
most people in the world are nice,
but some just aren't.
what goes round comes around, haven't people heard that before.
i don't go around irritating everyone unless they do unto me,
so don' t come and complain and whatsoever

meeting after school was not really good, even though i know some people were upset but there are really some things that we can tolerate each other just a little and abide to our promises. I hope that this kind of things would not happen again.. anyway things have to be done a step at a time.

we're not having trainings on thursday, its all not confirmed.
i just stressed myself up for bio test today, there's physics on friday.
mr chua was scary today as in the way he spoke like he was totally dissapointed with us.

Its very very stressing, i've been coping everything well and fine, just this one thing i can't do. Is this a joke played on me? i have to fail every single stupid paper, i might not even survive the subject until next year. My mum is threatening me everytime i bring up the topic of getting a tuition teacher, threatening to ban me from sailing, and that is the only time i can get rid of all my troubles and be really happy with all my buddies, they can be compared to the whole school.. none of them is better than any of my buddies.
That is the only precious time i can excerise and get rid of my fats and build my nice muscles, she is just so inconsiderate, my life would be just inbalanced and i'll turn mentally inbalanced and end up in the mental institude of health.

If that is what they want me to become, i give up and give in to fate. Do whatever you all want to do with me, anyway i somehow don't find any worth in myself.

Some of the people whom i meet everyday is just horrible, they don't know what true friendship means and they act so childishly, getting angry at little details, they've got nothing better to do.
And then i have to tolerate that person everyday, just so inconsiderate.
i don't want to talk about it anymore..

Monday, July 24, 2006!
today's 240706
valencia's sail number, HAHA.
i'm uber scared this week, ive got 3 tests and one just passed today. 2 more to go!
i don't know what to wear for the musical. totally no IDEA.
someone give me an IDEA (not stupid one okayy)

piano exam is exactly in one month's time from today,
work hard man, i suck at aural.
go off the key! :) haha
OKAY. i don't know whether to cut my hair.
and i'm training on thursday with hazel, soap and ri.
toodles

Thursday, July 20, 2006!
i think i'm down with bad luck okay.
so many people made me angry or upset, or should i say i became petty? whatever.
like yesterday, i just learnt about something that made me so sad from last night onwards, and i know, truths hurt.
then today was racial harmony celebration but i didn't wear any traditional costumes or what so ever, or maybe i wasn't bothered to do so.
some idiot spoilt my day early in the morning during assembly,
she go lift up my shirt la, like what? i'll fold my shirt is it? wth.
i tucked in okay.

then recess was quite nice, had some stalls selling other food and malt candy, so me and shan shan shared one, mine almost dropped on the floor! me and shan saved it but our hands were filled with malt candy (: HAHA. mr low walked pass and looked at us with that kind of expression.

and eng lesson was horrid again, that person caught me wearing coloured___ so? like wth, i saw 5 people doing that but no one catch them.
Lit class was nice cause ms shen didn't come, so i literally slept on jing xi's paper, haha :D then i was talking to pamela, jing xi and puiwah before i slept, talking about nuts. pam said she is cashew nut, then we were thinking what if people's names were almond, macadamia, pistacho etc....
then you go intro yourself to people saying " HI. my name is Almond Tay." HAHAHA
anyway i like that periodic table thing for class tee, i'm number 21, symbol Wk(: which is actually Scandium. anyway, i seriously need A math tuition.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006!
Additional mathematics has killed many of my brain cells
i just hope that i'll pass, skipped chinese class! i was so happy, don't have to see her face and hand up homework or DO homework :D

and then thanks jayne and shan shan for teaching me the freaking Add math last minute.
Physics lesson was so super hilarious today luh! were talking about velocity and displacement graphs and blah, then mr chua told us this damn freaking HILARIOUS joke.

okay, we were talking about gravity then,
when mr chua asked"have you all heard the joke before?"
so we were like "no."
then he said" so you all know why gravity was not discovered in Singapore?"
so we replied" huh?"
then he said "because the person in Singapore who tried to sit under a tree, sat under a DURIAN tree. You know the tropical fruits in Singapore are like durian, jackfruit, coconut.. so its quite impossible for some one to discover gravity."
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
funny crap!!! shandy laughed until she wanted to cry.

Oh yea, no CCA this week! speech day(: There is training this saturday! CAN'T WAIT MAN.
die, ms shen picked my name out of that sickening container, i'd have to present sometime soon :(
I don't really like that NIE mr han teaching bio. he's so wols and the more he explains, the more confused i get. We are going to disect a heart next week for practical, wish me good luck. else i'll faint in the lab.

Seriously, i don't think there are anyone better than you bunch, always there, wish you good luck val! work even harder and i'll catch up(: the people there are nice.

Monday, July 17, 2006!
I have not stuided social studies, its tomorrow.
and the mole concept is driving making me worry :(

Went for some physics talk by some professor,
I understood a little more than 1/3 of his whole presentation.
more than half of it was chemology and me, amelia and puiwah had the "question mark" type of face.
mr chua was smiling when he looked at us, hahahah i know what that means.
we are standing on the tip of the tip of the ice berg (:

then i took my lonely 200 and 143 home cause no one was going my way, the RI people in front of us were looking super GEEK.
1. round and silver spec frame with black spec band hanging at the side.
2. the height of he pants was at the waist and above
3. the bag was all the way up.
So we could only laugh when they sat down. HAHAHA. and nat was busy looking for her SJI.
anyway the talk was nice la, even though i understood almost nuts.

lit and physics presntation is coming, as well as chem SPA. i like tritration (:
i don't want add math test!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006!
I LOVE DEBATES!

we're going to have debates for english!
Motion: All schools in Singapore should be single sex schools.

then we had a mini debate in class, stephanie rocks! she is so humorous but brings her points across well too (: go 3/6! hahahaha
there was this sentence that made me laugh silly
: "are you trying to insult us by saying that if a guy comes into class right now, we would all change our hormones and go swarm after him?!"

ITS DAMN FUNNY!!! XD
i wanna go sailing now. heard that there was a typoon? scary.
okay i'm in good mood these days, i don't want A math test next week.

Sunday, July 09, 2006!
you know.
so many weird things happened to me recently,
firstly during inter-schools, someone placed my bag on top of the toilet bowl and ransacked it, but i didn't lose anything.
then i almost lost my dear phone and i've never done that before, well i must be really lucky according to hazel.

Friday night i went to hazel's house to have our own date, haha (: and her mum's cooking is fabulous okay! jap noodles and the soup and the chicken, love it.

yesterday seetoh told me something that made me suspect someone hecked my account, wth. scare the crap out of me..
trng yesterday was FUN man!
we transfered boats from sea spots and had a ride on the power boats, cherly almost fell off, issac and mr tongs bang their heads, seetoh was drenched like a chicken. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i'm a bad girl. i didn't update my logbook for 10 sessions already, if he checks i'll be hiding in the toilet.

there's so many things to do my brain can burst, cca, studies, blah.
[SIDE TRACK to someone else]
and i don't agree with you that i should put it as my first priority, because i'm not like you, free until got nothing else to do except your studies, i've got other commitments alright. maybe its just because you are jealous. whatever.

[BACK]
My lit presentation is so screwed, ms shen would faint if she sees it, its only 1/4 or 1/5 micromedia. She can't blame us anyway, i'm just not IT inclined.

-YAYY! i've got a msg.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006!
hahahahahahah. i'm so bored, bored.
today's school was so bored that i almost slept during bio and math, i'm not saying that math is boring but mr low off all the lights and the fans blew me to sleep during bio. haha
then...SERGIN! you toot la, do so well. the people in my div would beat me flat under the sea (:

okay, i loved physics practical today, did about heat transfer, so we had to boil this acid thing and wait for it to reach 50 degrees. That stupid thermometer was so difficult to read that i stared at it while waiting for it to boil and i think my contacts would have melted. the darn acid took so long i got so tired reading values! bel and i cheated, go put water around the boiling tube (:
then later was MRT (math revision test, not some train) i stupidly read one qns wrongly and didn't do it the right way then realised when it was 1 min to end of paper. ARGH
okay, inter schools is like tmr and i want light wind! 5 or 6 knots enough already(:

i saw wan ting at the bus stop today, she ignore me! slap her, at least she waved if not i microwave her. i'm in a phsycotic mood now
see you tmr (:

Monday, July 03, 2006!
hey,
havent been blogging for a week.
sakae noss was utterly horrid, cause the wind was damn strong. so i couldn't take it. then i received some terrible news and i don't know whether to feel happy or sad, somehow she doesn't have a choice..

why is it that i keep missing chances? those that come and go, i'd realise them only when its over. I can only stupidly regret after that.
jeremy is irritating, he doesn't care about our squad at all. whatever that he said he would carry our barang barang, be our coach on the water. he wasn't even in SIGHT for sentosa and sakae, crapp.
and then we saw the hp people pulling their boats over to nsc yesterday, boats are heavy and seetoh thought of heping them, but they might just think that we are crazy la.
some how during recovery yesterday the trolleys got mixed up and i'm using eugene's cousin's trolley and i don't know when are we going to change it, maybe they would just carry my boat and put on the floor and take away the trolley. haha

i got loads of scolding from my dad these few days, don't know whats so wrong with him la. do men have menopause? hahahahaha. looks like it.
my mum asked me to go be a full time sailor, but i'm not qualified cause val trains so much more than me (:
i want moderate and light wind for inter schools! light wind light wind. i'm buying chocolates from hazel and i don't know why cause one pathetic chocolate costs $2.

sergin says that i'll change, then i'll not change on purpose, anyway only 4 people know about this. i trust that they do not say anything, they'd better.
okay, i've got nothing more to blog at this moment, might edit some time later.

-don't know how to feel, sad or happy for you, but go if you have to..