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Monday, October 31, 2005!
hello.

went to frog island ytd
but the car couldn't start in the morning..
so took a cab.

there was not much wind
when we sailed there
so it took don't know how long
and the pico's were lagging behind...

finally reached frog island
but couldn't stay for long,
so we just ate lunch, took some photos
then had to go back alr. :(
cause the tide was RISING
haha :D
everyone had to be towed across the straits la
it was fun =)
but we couldn't sail back,
cause no time liao

so almost half got towed
and seetoh kana towed with me by john
others by tracey..

and i don't know whats his problem la,
have to go so fast until we bounced non-stop =S
i had to sacrifice my mainsheet
and seetoh din wait for me!
went back to shore
sign-out, unrig and everything..
had dinner there but din eat much

yeps thats all

Thursday, October 27, 2005!
woohoo!
i'm both sad and happy now.
excited to go frog island
hmm. guess i'd be wearing track pants
cause i don't wanna be an INDIAN.
wahahahahha
got a feeling that i'm going to LOVE saturday!

andand i'm sad toos
because i learned abt smth today
that i failed again.
AGAIN.
why must it be this way?
feel quite lousy but its over
and i wouldn't be able to change it
i just want to do well next year
and be my best.

aye oceaners!
i got smth for you all on staurday
those who are going to FROG island.
hmm. i made it myself
during school, cause i was so darn bored.
=) hahas
wells. see you!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005!
sigh..
we're rejected
wait till next time =(

having blue blacks all over now,
went with the hp squad on sat.
and had our trng on sun.

only two pple got chosen for hp
and its obvious that its ian and jared
just going to have two missing pple for
the next 12 sessions :(

we still have a long time to wait
but it'll come one day

finally almost all of us are going to frog island
haha imagne that its green!

arghh
i'd be sailing the pico and i don't want it
then i'll be so far behind
cause they're taking bytes
i don't want to fetch my sis
hope someone change with me on the way
but i doubt so,
frm these trngs i realised smth
that a person could be totally diff. out at sea

she could be your best friend on land
but when we're out there
i sometimes wonder
they shout at you just because you block
their wind for a few seconds
they give you a pissed face

so i think i should just let them
staring at their backs feeling so shocked
you'd wonder is she the person you knew

its just so vunerable.
the urge of winning

later you come to realise
that you might be wrong and try to apologise.
she may accept it on the surface
but counting how many times you have
done this to her.

i would make it one day
in the near future.
i wouldn't give up

-the thoughts i had after this trng



Thursday, October 20, 2005!
wells.....

i know all of my eoy results alr
and i hate it to the core of an apple..
eng-poor
math-horrible
chinese-okay
science-disastrous
home econs-quite gd
lit-rotten
geog-dissapointing

all are bad Bad BAD.
nothing much to say anymore

not having post-exam activities tmr
gd. don't waste my time
and i don't want to got to sch next week
cause they're having
NORMAL LESSONS?!?!
why in the world do we still need tt?

i wanna go muar
but i can't go.
such a delima..
and i hate guides,
why must they always play games?!
sigh~ and do testwork...

i feel like a panting sotong
a fishy that blow bubble very loud
tomato that wouldn't stop bouncing

:(

Tuesday, October 18, 2005!
boo!
just came back from piano lesson
was o-kay hahas and teacher was
going excercising.
heng, she didn't scold me :)
heynays.
going for backbone checkup tmr morning
sigh..to see my crooked backbone =x
hope it becomes straight agn.

plus, i'm getting back some of my eoy papers tmr!
gosh..very anxious now :(
hope i pass my english, then don't go na
rahh..my sisters don't need to go to sch tmr,
the day after tmr until friday.
humph.. then after getting all the results,
still go sch for-nothing.
nvm. going to frog island on 29/10
saturday's trng, hope i can go..
but it's gonna be tough and hard
well, just try to get myself prepared

nights pple..

Sunday, October 16, 2005!
exams are over
but i'm still not happy
very stressed and scared now....
actually more of feeling lost :(

hmm..after exams went to bk
with mel, triena and pui wah
triena and pui wah came to my house later,
played computer for so many hours,
then sent them to the bus stop
saw some one on the way =l
slept really early tt night ard 9++?

went to office this morning
pissing me off and making me irritated only...
then went sailing, was darn scared
thought that i would lost touch
but was VERY gd
coach hu came to teach us today too :)
he's very nice eh..haha
next week's scary
uncle tony's going to CHOOSE ppl to go his class
aHH!!!

sailed to keta, white bouy, keta, yellow bouy, keta then back to shore.
thanks val for praying for me,
it sort of works abit =)
thankew!
feel like sleeping now..
nites..bye..